Waiting for an Easy Year…

With a beginning of New Year and my first day back at work the usual question that comes to my mind is that what this year entails for me. Will it be the same as last year worst or may be good?

Start of anything new comes with a bag of fear(s) that would eventually dictate the terms on how we behave. But it’s interesting that we all, or at least for me…. have somewhere down that it would be easy if this ends.

So what is “THIS”….This for me could be this night, this year, this century, this day, or anything which is not what I want to witness. Now it at a stage where I can say this Lifetime….

As a young boy I always use to wonder that If my school ends, life would become easier…..The wish was granted….or at least some portion of it…So the school ended….but the problems didn’t. So here I was in a college with the so called entire world open for me but not knowing what to do. So tried…tried and tried to make a mark…but then yet came to the same stage….If my college gets over then life would be little easier…….You know what my prayers were heard again…but again partially….College got over…and here I was in middle of know where….so many degrees yet not knowing where to go or what to do….Then came an extensive hunt for job……Well I have to say that I was lucky…but while I was on my job hunt again the feeling started to cripple that if I get a job life would be easier…..

Well as a perfect human being…..The job was good the money wasn’t….then started the fighting with the competitive job arena….proving and proving my worth and hoping the day when all things would fallen in place….

Well……now with the start of new year…..due to some reasons I wonder that my life would be easier if this or that happens……But you and me know the answer…..it will never be……

This reminds…. A nice scene from Mr. India (a popular movie) in which all the kid, Sridevi and Mr. India (Anil Kapoor) have been captured and are in Mr. Mogambo’s jail. While Sridevi hoping that Mr. India would come and save the lot…..while Anil Kapoor (Mr. India) trying to explain that he is Mr. India to the lot. While attempting an escape, Anil tells Sridevi that “Madam, don’t wait for anybody. No one is coming”……In some way it tells me that while I am waiting for the perfect time….it will never come and I will have to deal with my own Sh#t.

So with this and my job calling…need to cut it short and say don’t wait for anything which is not coming.

Let the year be and unfold itself.

Have a Happy New Year…..